I have come to terms and the conclusion that I cannot stop griefing or/and getting banned. I have openly asked to be banned and I said I'd grief the antigrief trap (I know one various one just outside of spawn) I will not lie because leaving Opticraft would be best, as I can't stop griefing. Normally leaving Opticraft would not do so I wanted this to happen, by me being forced. I loved Opticraft but I also loved griefing and swearing. I do not believe I am fit to serve for Optical and his server, and I am sorry that such measures were took by me and I feel that, for no longer, should I contribute to this forum and to the server. Again sorry for such crimes I've done to your wonderful server: Supah.
(I am not acting immature or dumb because I just couldn't abide to the rules. I do not know who banned me, for, alas; I don't think I should care. I will no longer contribute to this site, and say hello to TheWholeLoaf and Ridg10, and tell them this news. Sorry Xeadin and Optical, I'm sorry.)