I'm not going to deny that I did grief, but I can assure you it will not happen again. I know I have a bad reputation on this server but let me tell you a short story.
After I was perma banned from this server, my friend had told me of this other server he played on. He knew I had made some grief on another server, but trusted me on this (PixelsEdge). I had found my place on said server and was promoted to trusted member. After multiple cases of grief, and even a Youtube grief team had struck, I realised how much I hate such things as destroying other's things. The server I loved was shut down not too long ago and now I'm trying to find my place in the Minecraft server world, so I came to the only place other than PixelsEdge that I love.
Listen, I was a jerk before always trying to struggle my way out of a ban but no other server had a place for me other than these two. Other than griefing 3-4 times on your server I had a blast, making cash, building and just pure minecraft fun. I had made it big and was perma banned and honestly it made me quite sad. You can watch over me forever and it will never happen again. Take away all my items, my house and I'll start fresh, it doesn't matter, I just want to find a decent server again. So Mr_Mr_Mr, I beg of you, let me play again.