Seeing as how this is not at all a proper ban appeal, I'll go ahead and talk to you.
You've had seven bans here, so do not sit there and tell us that you didn't know you were breaking the rules. The fact that you had so many chances that you wasted clearly tells us that you will never follow the rules, and the fact that you are mad at us bewilders me as you have absolutely no one to blame but yourself.
If you would like to make a proper ban appeal in a calm manner, then you may argue your case. But until you do that, you will stay banned.
Locked.